by Tomorrow's Man
April 11, 2003
Wig Out #1
My first official wigout last night. I knew it would come, but was five days too soon? Or did I hold up pretty well for someone going through all this?
The feeling I've pushed everything away. The feeling of loss due to lack of control. The feeling of damage.
I feel damaged, and damaging.
I can wonder what there is to love about me, or I can stop wondering. I can't shake the sinking feeling.